undiagnosed autism at school
- welcome to Bullying™. you can never leave
- everyone hates you and you don’t know why
- you are disappointing your parents. you have no idea how, but you know you are
- people keep taking you on as a pet project
- you spin between “academic genius” and “profound special needs” daily
- a lady takes you out of class to play with blocks and answer mental math problems. the reason why she does this is never explained
- why is everyone so mean?????? to you? to each other?????? does not compute
- you try to be funny. you fail. spectacularly.
- it feels like the whole world wants to kick your ass
- “stop that filthy habit [that comforts you in times of stress that you don’t even realise you’re doing]”
- fuck
